June 2010
Strange
I am a bit confused. I have been exhausted all day, since the moment I woke up. I fell asleep unexpectedly at the beach while soaking in the sun, then once more at Taylor’s house after dinner. But now that I am home where I can actually crawl in bed and sleep my life away, I’m awake as can be. I don’t understand this at all.
May 2010
Goodnight
Time to have my hour of sleep….
Recap
Today was an all around great day. I slept in for as long as I could, before I had to do something productive with my day. Sleeping in felt wonderful, I’ve missed it. After that little treat, I decided to treat myself some more with a bit of book shopping. Or should I say browsing, considering I left empty handed; Not that I couldn’t find any good books, but simply because there were...
“There’s moments in your life that make you…that set the course for who you’re gonna be. Sometimes they’re little subtle moments. Sometimes they’re not. Bottom line is even when you see them coming, you’re not ready for the big moments. Nobody asks for their life to change. Not really, but it does. So what are we helpless? Puppets? No, the big moments are gonna come. You can’t help that....
Word to the wise
Keep my name out of your mouth, before I shove my fist in it.
“If you’re going to love me, love me deeply. If you’re going to break my heart,...”
– (via raindropsonredroses) (via subzerofangire)
“This goes out to all the people who have been broken, but have been strong enough to let go. For the people who have hurt so badly that they felt like they would never love again, but kept their head up. For those who feel like going back to their old lover would put all the pieces back where they belong and everything would fit, but accept the cold hard truth instead. For the people that learn...
It's out of my system now.
I’ve given my ache it’s chance to get out. And now that it’s out, I’m leaving it there. I don’t want it inside me.
I see people rant about their hardships, which I clearly understand, because here I am doing so. But this is where it started, and this is where it ends. I will not wallow in this. I am better than this. And at the fact that I can walk away with pride,...
“Somewhere in between all the mind games, lies and seduction I fell for you....”
– (via poeticheartache)
“This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don’t want to laugh, because you know it’s not going to help, but you don’t want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it’s falling apart too. You don’t think it will ever...
“I decided that enough is enough. That since you obviously don’t care about me...”
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(via poeticheartache)
“I know that you didn’t mean it and I know that you think saying sorry will make it better, but that’s not how the world works. It’s an imperfect world and feelings just don’t go away that fast. So either you never really loved me or you’re just hiding it because you’re scared. Well let me tell you, hiding something will get you nowhere and lying sure as hell won’t make you happy so go ahead and...
“What I don’t understand is how you think it’s okay to hurt me the way you do and it’s not like you realize it, you’re too busy caught up in things that don’t matter. I know that you’re so much better than what you’ve been lately. There were days that I couldn’t wait to talk to you, or see you, but now, I honestly could care less how you feel or you’re doing because it’s not like you ever cared...
“She’s finally accepted the changes, realizing nothing can be the same anymore....”
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(via poeticheartache)
“Because he has been a major part of your life, of course you’ll miss him; it’s perfectly normal. It’s like getting a tooth pulled out; after the dentist pulls it out you’re relieved. But how many times does your tongue run itself over the spot where the tooth once was? Probably a hundred times a day.Just because it was hurting you does not mean you don’t notice it. It leaves a gap, &...
Things will happen in your life that you can't...
(via poeticheartache)
“A lot of the pain you are experiencing right now is actually fear. Fear of...”
– It’s Called a Breakup Because It’s Broken